SCANDAL - Haruka

Yeah...PV baru je keluar, dah addicted!
Tarian yang comel! Aku tergoda!! HHNNGGHHH!!!!
Cis...aku pun ada boots tu, tapi kenapa la aku terbeli yang 30 holes punya? Cisss ciss...!! Kalau tak, dah boleh buat cosplay SCANDAL!
Ok, skarang tengah practise gitar lagu ni...mungkin silap langkah...sepatutnya memorize dulu lyrics, baru senang main gitar. :/ Ah...mana-manalah! *Cakap sorang diri*



Lyrics:

Itsu no hika kana erareru
ai wa kimi no soba ni aru
yakusoku nante iranai yo nee
"Haruka" hanarete itte mo

umaku kienai ya
kotoba tte taiyou ni nai de
kokoro toridasette
shimaeba raku naa~ LONELY naa~

oboetta bakkari nanta
okkuru no na gikko terasare
bokura sayonara no kawari ni
wakare to himi ga

haretta kinou sora ni
omoide egai kidasuyou
nakinushitta kushitta
kimi no yasashi uso wasuretta kunai ya iee

namida nante nagasanaiyou
owari janai hajimari saa
samishii saa wo wake atte wo
mae ni susume na ittara

nande darou?yasashi sou tte
ichi mou attode wakaru no nu
kimi to itte higa kagayaitte
boku wa aruitte yukeru

donna mae nichi mou
genjitsu mi wo mashitte yukou e
okina uderu kei ni
oware suru ni nuketeku

mesashita no oru age ni
mieru yo naa mono janai kedo
konde tsuita kisu ato wa
boku ni shin saa

yume wa itsumo haganai mono
kaze ga yukeba kiesou tte
makenai yo ni kesanai yo ni
daiji mamotteitai

namida nante ni awarai yo
konna toki no wa tette
kimi no shitteru boku de iru yo
"Haruka" hanarette yuke mo

akeba tanomu
nanda kasutsu no kunaru?
ano hi hanashitta kimi no
te no nukumori ga wasurerarenai ie

namida nante nagasanaiyo
owari janai hajimari saa
yakusoku nante iranaiyo ne
zutto omotteita na

itsu no hika kana erareru
ai wa kimi no soba ni aru
kitto kanarazu mata de aeru
"Haruka" hanarete itte mo

kawari yuku toki no naka de
ano hi no kimi ni itte nee

kecik ati ku...

kecik ati ku...

K-POP Wave! And...videos from my reception.

Selamat Pagi~! #nichijou

Nyawa ku gik ayong-ayong...*goyang goyang*

Yesterday, i was attracted with the TV3 morning show 'Malaysia Hari Ini' or known as MHI's topic which was "K-Pop. Antara hiburan dan ketaksuban. Apa pendapat anda?" (Literally means: "K-Pop. Between entertainment and fanatic. What is your opinion?")

Ha~! i believe that most of the countries have been hit by the Korean pop waves since a few years ago and getting more and more fans till now. i do think that the old K-pop songs did not really affect me at all to go all Ga-ga over them. i do like their ballads though...but still, not really that addicted enough...just an OK for me to listen to them.

i've been a hardcore fan of J-Rock genre (and a few J-Pop songs especially the boyband Arashi *squee!!*) especially those with Angura Kei such as MUCC, Eroguro Kei such as Merry, Oshare Kei such as Alice Nine, and Visual Kei such as Moi dix Mois, just to name a few (if i want to include all, i don't think i can remember all now. lol). Back to those years, i can say that i'm quite addicted over them. Spending money on the magazines at Kinokuniya, memorizing the lyrics, knows every little bit of their background, having fantasies in meeting them, etc...(Stalker much?) i even have my own 'boyfriend' from each of the bands (and 90% of them are guitarists). XD But not that fanatic enough to spent my money for the CDs, shirts, concert tickets, Autograph, etc even though i must say that i'd do so if i got the chance.

But then, back in 5 years ago, my bestfriend-in-J-rock-crime which is Aina a.k.a. Key (from KL) had moved interest to K-pop. i was like, "Eh????????????" o_O Quite shocking because from heavy metal she's now rooting for Pop songs with dancing young all-boys group. Key always used my ordering service to buy J-Rock and gothic fashion stuff, but that time she asked me to help her purchase K-pop merchandise such as Autobiography book, collecting cards of Kpop boy bands, and etc... :P

Then, around 2 years ago...i started to listen to Wondergirls...and got addicted...hahaha!!

And man!! That was fast! Tergugat jiwa rock aku...after that, Big Bang was secured safely in my heart...more and more K-pop groups coming afterwards...2NE1, SNSD, Super Junior, U-KISS, hmm...that's it i think? Cuz not yet reaallllyyyy into some of the music. But what i want to say here is they brought in such a big impact even though only for a little time!

Back in those days, everyone doesn't know what song i was humming to, but nowadays the song had been played in full blast everywhere.

Ahh...okay... *sips imagination coffee*

i even dragged my friends to dance to Wondergirls' Nobody song in my wedding reception. :P

Such a big ambition enough since i NEVER KNEW how to dance. Just for the sake of doing fun once in my whole life in my own big day. :)

Here are the videos:

From: Anwar.
Comment: "Syamim and Aziz' reception"



From: Cass Louise.
Comment: "Sorry took it after it has started a bit. Took me by surprise! Enjoy!"



From: Antonia.

Comment: "Syamim and her bridemaids performing 'Nobody' at her wedding reception. So cute! :D"





Teehee! Even though there were mistakes all over the place (and please excuse my stupid face in the videos), we had fun! Thanks to my bridemaids; Ztie, Shafiq, Anastasia, Huiying, and my two sisters Fyka & Chihiro. XD And zillion thanks to everyone who took the videos and the guests! X3

Oh sakitnyaaa!! Tolong!!!

Apa khabar semua? Harap semua sihat...

*tarik nafas* Aku malam tadi terpaksa dikejarkan ke klinik berdekatan selepas Ztie & suaminya balik ke asrama. Aku punya shoulder stiff sangat-sangat sampai rasa kembang & menyengat naik ke tengkuk & kepala. Susah sangat nak bernafas sebab chest pun rasa ketat sampai aku rasa nak pengsan. Pening sampai muntah, and susah nak lift up kepala. Muscle jadi keras & nak angkat tangan pun sakit sebab rasa cam muscle kena toreh dek pisau ninja macam kat dapur aku tu (motif nak madah pisok tok tek tajam even though nya murah beli di Sing Kwong ya jak).

Bak kata husband aku..."Aik? Saya yang demam, awak pulak yang sakit lebih...?". Risau jugak sebab kitorang tak tau sangat klinik-klinik yang available kat Sibu ni especially waktu malam...takut dah tutup satu hal...kang aku pengsan, laki aku nak buat camna? Kalau computer & gadgets boleh la dier pi fix kan...tapi hal sakit-sakit ni dier langsung tak reti...

Mula-mula pegi kat Sibu Specialist centre...macam kosong je kata husband aku...takut tak OK, so cari Rejang Specialist pulak...ramai la jugak patients...first, register...and memandangkan IC aku guna alamat Kuching, nurse tu mintak alamat Sibu...sekejap je register. Ingatkan husband aku register skali sebab dier demam and batuk gila2...tapi dier taknak sebab aku rasa dier takut tak cukup duit in case fee mahal macam kat Normah Specialist Kuching. Sian kat dier...

Banyak seats yang available sebab ramai patients are kids & babies (so kids suka berdiri & jalan2, while babies kena pangku mak dier), tapi aku tak boleh nak tahan duduk sebab takde kerusi yang boleh restkan kepala...Dengan dada yang semput, aku cari seat yang berhampiran dengan tiang sebab nak sandarkan kepala.

Bila giliran aku sampai, masuk je dalam emergency room tu...aku tengok, doctor tu poyo semacam...pakai selipar, seluar cargo, & baju polo je. And cakap pun macam gangster...hahaha! Memang macam ni ke doctor kat Sibu? "Apa sakit?!" Doctor tanya macam nak maki aku je. Aku tak boleh dengar orang cakap kasar sebab kang aku pun cakap kasar...So aku pun jawab painful kat abdomen atas dalam bahasa Inggeris. Baru tone doctor ader rendah sikit bila aku cakap English. Itupun masih jugak macam gangster...Aku hempuk kang...tapi memang doctor ni cakap kasar kot...dier check breathing aku, pastu suruh genggam tangan, tolak, tarik etc...sekejap sangat...tak check pun shoulder aku yang keras cam batu tu. Pastu aku pun di diagnose kan mengalami 'Muscle Spasm'.

Jadi aku dapat ubat 3 jenis je...Llofen untuk spasm, Ponstan untuk tahan sakit, & T. Stemetil untuk pening & muntah. Huh...ponstan tu sangat 'menggastrikkan'!

Dan harga...Alhamdulillah...RM38 je.

Sampai je kat rumah, makan nasi sesudu, makan ubat, nanges kejap sebab sakit (nak nangis kat klinik malu pulak. haha), pastu masuk bilik. But Ponstan works like wonders...rasa kurang sakit. Pagi ni bangun pun masih rasa kembang & sakit nak gerak muscle, tapi Alhamdulillah...tak sakit jiwa macam malam tadi. Yea...teruskan mengambil ubat...tapi rasanya nak makan ubat Muscle spasm tu je. Kalau melampau sakit baru ambik yang other 2.

Ntah kenapa tapi aku rasa sakit aku was triggered by 2 malam yang tak tido disebabkan main Monopoly & Diablo II ramai-ramai. :P

Apabila kemalasan melanda...

Blog pun sik berupdate....haishhhh....

Jadi bodo jak diam dirumah sorang-sorang. Haha!

Sebab masih rasa kepak from jalan jauh balit dari Kuching ke Sibu.

Mun aku yang sik bekerja boleh rasa kepak macam tok, dek dek husband aku yang driving seranto-ranto pasya kenak bekerja tanpa rehat. Hrm...sian ngannya...Nya marek tang stress ada jak rupa sebab kepak. Aku nyuroh nya ambik MC mun dah kepak gilak (mun dah badan kepak, minda pun stress, camne nak polah kerja yang produktif & berkualiti?) tapi nya madah sik dapat cuz kerja office banyak gilak. Alalalala~~ susah juak owh...

Ok, sekarang nak masak apa for lunch?

Masak telur padi jak lah! Yerr...masak konon...jak ngidang camya jak...hurhurhur~~

Apa gik owh...banyak sayor dah buruk lam peti sejuk sebab time kmk orang (Aku, Hubbie, Zati, Achie & Keiko) polah 'feast' 2 hari ya kejeron bermasak macam2 sampey sik terabis... :P

Aaahhh...nanggalah apa yang aku boleh jumpa & masih bagus nak pakey nyebal...hohoho~~

Bai bai~!!

Get it Right...

Yay! My 100th post! Omedetou myself! *throws confettis* XD

Anyway...want to share this song...i've been thinking to post this song quite awhile, but have no time. :P

Get It Right lyrics - Lea/GLEE

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

p/s: Emo rasa ku nengar lagu tok...Feeling abis aih! Sampey nangis...hahaha! Macam ada juak orang polah lyrics yang ada kenak mengenak.

Keiko-san yang comel! *Awas, ada bahasa Jepun*

Ya...pagi ini saya harus mengemas rumah...mungkin ada kawan nak menumpang. :D

Ingat lagi kakak Jepun yang aku cakap kat sini? Dier dah mai kat Sibu!

Petang semalam, husband aku yang tengah tension sebab cheque dier hilang ntah kemana bawak aku pegi minum-minum kat kedai New Nur Islamic Cafe. Tiba-tiba Keiko-san telipon aku cakap dier dah sampai & duduk kat hotel Ba*****. Time tu kitorang baru je nak duduk, pastu aku tanya nak pegi "gohan ni tabemashou ka?". Aku tau ayat aku tunggang terbalik sebab tak pandai cakap Jepun, tapi dier pun paham2 je... "Aok! Boleh ambik kamek sitok!" katanya. Hehe!

Ternganga je tauke kedai tu tengok kitorang blah. Husband aku pun cakap yang kitorang kena ambik orang dulu, baru mai balik.

Tak sampai 8 minit, kitorang dah sampai kat depan hotel. Aku telipon Keiko cakap dah ada kat bawah, dier terkejut gila..."Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh???? Sangat cepat!! Boleh tunggu saya? 3 minit macam itu..." Hahahaha! Kitorang pun tunggu.

Then, kitorang bawak balik pegi kedai tadi...minum teh je...cakap2 sikit2 pasal umur...pastu ada orang SMS dier cakap 'Konnichiwa'. Dier pun tanya, "Dare ka?", orang tu balas balik yang dier adalah Tetsuya Komuro (Wikipedia). Hoo...banyak cantek...Keiko macam rasa tak sedap ati...sapa orang tu? Orang tu pun telipon...rupa2nya, orang tu orang kat hotel...tanya macam2 dah makan ke belum, etc... Mana boleh macam ni kan? Takde privacy langsung. @_@

Orang tu syok kat Keiko kot...Hehe.

Pastu, balik rumah kejap untuk Solat Maghrib & Isyak. Keiko tak henti2 cakap, "Sugoi! Sugoi!!" bila tengok rumah kitorang...kitorang explain, takde yang bestnya rumah kitorang ni...takde yang special sbb rumah lama...(Dahlah rumah ku mengambor marek...malu eh). Tapi dier happy sebab PC kitorang boleh type bahasa Jepun...macam2 jugaklah dier search semalam nak show kitorang makanan jepun. Dier nak masak Okonomiyaki kat rumah! Wheee!!!! XDDDDD Oishii na!!!

Lepas solat (aku sempat cuci rambut), kitorang pun makan kat Aliana Restaurant. Keiko first time makan Umai & Ayam Penyet (sebab dier suka sambal belacan!), and happy sebab ayam tu besar..."Wahh!! Okii!! Sugoi desu yo ne?". Asmah (bini tauke) yang ceria datang jumpa kitorang. Nak tanya kat aku camne pakai sanggul yang orang Korea slalu pakai tu...Aku terus introduce Keiko kat dier..."Asmah, tok Keiko, orang Jepun..." Asmah terus panic & nervous, "Aih?? Menarkah nya orang Jepun?". Keiko pun cakap "Hi! Wah!! Mukanya macam Jepun!!", Asmah pun senyum malu-malu terus masuk kedai balik...Haha! Kawaii~!!

Lepas makan, Hubbie tunjukkan jalan nak pegi Agape Centre kat kitorang, kot-kot aku boleh drive & temankan Keiko kat sana...Ada cerita kenapa Keiko pegi melawat Agape Centre rupanya...nanti aku ceritakan kat lain post. Pastu...hantar Keiko balik hotel, then kitorang pun balik rumah...

Hari ni pulak, maybe nak jalan-jalan kat area Sibu Town ngan Keiko...jalan kaki je kot...biar rasa Tourist sket. Heheheh~~ Mungkin activity seterusnya adalah...karaoke (orang Jepun suka karaoke!), makan sushi, & bowling...

Okeh! Aku nak sapu lantai...baibai~!!

p/s: Sushi Tie tu halal ke tak?

Bergumbira bersama rakan~

Had a fun day with Ztie & Achie yesterday. Sekdalah mek orang pegi berpoya-poya...tapi neman sidak pegi carik barang & sambil ya aku pun shopping skali!

Mula-mula, aku tek dah prepare lunch kat umah...time tengah nak panaskan minyak pakey menggoreng ikan gonjeng bertepung kentucky, skali nangga gas sik mok kuar...duhal tek, gas dah abis... Yarabbi...sayang ada jak...nasik dah bermasak... ujong-ujong lalu husband ku balit rumah, solat zohor kejap, lalu turun balit embak aku pegi makan di luar... since hari dah kol 1pm, xpat lah mek duak nak pegi makan kat kedei HALIA or Tanjung Manis ya...duak igek kedei tok jak yang aku suka di Sibu tok. Tempat lain aku lom coba or ada yang dah coba, taste ok-ok jak. Mun ada suggestion, padah ok? Sebab aku padah sik sempat, is because kedei ya cuma bukak tengahari, and brg makan slalu sold out (style nasi campur). And tempat nya ada jauh sikit dari opis husband ku...

Lepas makan, mek duak nunggu pasangan baru kahwin kita, Ztie & Achie datang...lepas nya duak datang, husband ku pun chow pegi keja. Klaka2 lah mek orang tek sebab sidak tek baruk lekak abis Orientation di kolej. Lepas sidak abis lunch, mek orang pegi DIGI centre sebab Ztie nak ambik nombor hp nya yg lekak kenak curi ya tek. Pasya pegi Sing Kwong pegi beli barang...

Lawak juak aih...maka aku diam Sibu dah beberapa bulan, masih xtauk kedei apa benda...tang kedak Ztie & Achie gik dah lamak dudok sitok embak aku berjalan...hahaha! Time mek orang di Sing Kwong ya, sempat juak lah bermain di arcade kecik atas ya...dengan berbekalkan RM2 (dan another RM2 di sponsor oleh nya duak ya) kmk orang main:

1) Basketball Shootout

Picture credit to Google.

2) Tembak dinosaurs dalam jurassic park.

Picture credit to Google.

Hahaha! Sukati ku nembak jak... Uhhh...sakit tangan & bahu...nama tek aku bukannya orang main sports & sik exercise...nang bunyi nya gia. :P Pegi beli barang pasya, etc...dah nak kol 5pm...Lepas abis bayar...mek orang moved to Wisma Sanyan...lamak juaklah mek orang sia...Sian nya duak ya neman aku bercarik barang...aku nak beli baju, tapi kat kedei nama Porche ya sekda size aku gik. :( Baju ku banyak tertinggal di Kuching. Huhuhu~~

Then, bila aku dah nangga bahagian stationaries, lalu lah lupak ngan motif utama nak beli baju...gago bercarik colour pencil & sketchbook... sik hal...ada juak oleh...sempat beli Thermos flask pakey nyimpan aik panas di rumah...

Aku contact Hubbie, nya time ya tengah training main bowling for company tournament...nya mintak mek orang datang sia, pasya dinner sama... Sampey jak sia...nangga nya gik masih in game... So, kmk orang pun main sigek game jak...

Picture credit to MaidStone Bowling.

Uuuu...aku xpandey main terus...tangan sik kuat. Sukati main tikam jak...berdentum-dentum jak bola ya ditikam ku... Ztie menang...YAY!

Habis jak game mek orang tek, game Hubbie aku pun abis juak...

Then mek orang pegi dinner kat Sri Meranti dekat ngan terminal bas...huuu...terok juak service sidak tok...lamak nak ambik order, pasya straw sik diberik. Bila ditunggah, polah-polah bodo...tapi kuey tiaw sambal nya nyaman lah. Hehe. :P

Lepas makan, nya duak hantar mek duak husband & wife ke rumah. Thank you banyak-banyak sebab sudi menumpangkan mek duak & luang masa. Hehe. XD

And selamat start kuliah hari tok kitak duak~!!!

The aftermath...sakit tangan, bahu, and betis ku...hahahaha!

p/s: dari kecik ku teringin mok beli game arcade sigek pakey engkah di rumah...sik kenak layan oleh bapak ku...bagus bah...dapat workout sambil menabung...daripada main PS3...tol sik?

Cute like a button

Quite bored this few days...the internet was (and still) so sucky. i can't even post out comments to anyone's blogs, can't load youtube, and can't even download a 2mb file (it said the download will be finished in 5 hours)!

The past 3 days have been quite tough because i was having the usual menstrual pain. =_=

Gosh, it just won't go away even previously before married the doctors told me that the cramps will disappear after i got married. Liar... =_=

So yesterday, since the internet connection is bad...went up to play with Photoshop...it's been a long time i haven't properly touch the software. :/ And i usually use the old version, so i kinda slow in looking for the functions.

Made "My Wedding Missions" a new button~!

Thought of making it in fully Turquoise colour, but i'm such a Pink person as well, so i couldn't choose and had to use the gradients to collaborate them. LOL. Anyhow, i still feel something is missing. But i don't know what is it... :/

HTC Desire HD

Got some news...

i tried to call Puan Ztie yesterday, but nobody's answering...i was like, "Eh? Busy sangat ke sampai tak boleh jawab phone* dalam nada yang berseloroh kat husband. That was around afternoon dekat nak petang...Tapi at noon, dier ader call tanya kat mana nak beli electrical home appliances.

So today, tengah husband main "Flight Simulator X"nya, aku tergerak hati nak call Ztie lagi...

Kali ni...tak boleh nak get through. Maybe dier tengah guna internet, so, aku call Encik Achie Gonzales. Tuuttt...tuuttt...lama jugak dialing ni...takde orang pick up. Tetiba suara kiut jawab bagi salam...Ztie la...

Aku cakap, "Wahh...susah betul nak contact. 'Busy' lagi ke?"...dier jawab, "Telipon mek hilangggg!". Heeeppppp!! Aku terkejut. Biasala...aku pulak yang panik..."Apa?? Hilang??? Hilang siney??? Camne pandey ilang? Dah carik?" Dier jawab, "Hilang lekak kmk call ktk marek...dah dicarik...sekda jumpa..."

Huhu...sayang tuuu...HTC Desire HD tuuuuu!!

Jadi sekarang dier pakai no sementara, but insyaAllah, esok dier pegi DIGI centre nak ambik nombor lama dier balik. So tahan-tahan la ye...tunggu esok baru boleh contact dier...

Patut pun twitter, facebook and blog sunyi semacam!

FEAR

Image Credits: Technorati

Do you have any fear?

Atau phobia?

Pagi ni tetiba je aku nak buat entry pasal ni...Bangun je tido, aku mengelamun pasal penyakit aku yang terlampau takut with banyak benda...another psychology problem.

• Fear with heights.

Acrophobia sufferers can experience a panic attack in a high place and become too agitated to get themselves down safely (Wikipedia). i don't know whether i can call myself an acrophobia or just an altophobia. For sure, aku memang takut nak berada di tempat2 yang tinggi. Be it tengah naik skyway to Genting Highland ke, nak turun escalator ke, even nak melangkah parit pun aku kena fikir dua-tiga kali... Aku time kecik takde pun penyakit nih... Actually...tak takut dengan tempat tinggi, tapi, i fear of falling...the thoughts of falling from high places memang boleh buat aku panic & meracau macam-macam. Aku pernah menangis gila-gila kat dalam lift Dewan Suarah Kuching sebab takut. Takut sampai rasa nak muntah.

• Fear with depths.

The Bathophobic person may be intensely fearful of long hallways and more obviously, deep bodies of water such as oceans and lakes (Associated Content). Aku takut nak berenang...bukan takut apa...aku tak suka air dalam yang aku langsung tak tau apa kejadahnya kat dalam tu...Kalau aku ada pelampung sekalipun, aku takkan percaya kat pelampung tu... even kalau husband aku cakap dier ader kat sebelah pun, aku takkan percaya jugak. Sebab i have insecurities kalau tak berpijak kat bumi...memang aku pernah drown...sorang2 diri pulak tu...nobody was able to hear my scream. Sakit sangat...but nasib baik time tengah struggle, kaki aku dpt berpijak kat batu. Aku selamatkan diri sendiri, and never talk to anyone about it...Sampai sekarang, aku tak percaya kat sapa2 dalam air. Waktu aku pegi honeymoon kat Krabi dulu pun, ader activities snorkeling... memang takut gila...Budak nama Mat yang jadi tourist guide kitorang cakap, "Don't worry! Your husband is here!", aku jawab, "I don't trust him!". Sebab aku tahu husband aku jahat...suka main lepas-lepas...=3=

Tapi aku pegi snorkel jugak...sebab sampai bila pun kalau aku takut, aku takkan pernah rasa camne gi snorkel... So the whole day dalam air, aku battle with myself. Mengerebat gila2...sampey kepak husband ku ngirit aku sambil berenang. Padan mukanya...

• Fear with clowns.

'Nuff said... -__-''' Semua IT punya pasal...bagi aku, clown sangat creepy!! Aku akan mengelakkan diri daripada bertembung dengan makhluk ni. Ada la one day, last year in June...kitorang tengah cosplay K-on, and tang mana ntah, makhluk ni boleh tiba2 datang kat meja makan kitorang. Tanya memacam as if kitorang ni weirdo. KAU TU YANG WEIRDO!! *emosi* Aku pon tundukkkkkkk and cover muka memanjang. Kawan2 aku yang tiba2 dapat tangkap yang aku tak suka clown pun sibuk je nak mengacau. Aku nanges kuat2 kat food court tu kang!! Nasib baik clown tu cepat2 pegi. Huhu...kadang2 kesian pulak kat diorang ni. Tapi, tolonglah...kalau dah nampak muka aku pucat lesi and tunduk memanjang je...jangan kacau aku. Aku cuba taknak lose control.

• Fear with bees, wasps, penyengat, or any insects with buzz & sting.

Apiphobia (Fear of Stuff). Uhhh....*rasa nak muntah*. This is my worst FEAR of all...even looking at the picture pun jantung dah rasa sakit. i've been stung by a bee dekat tepi dahi when i was a kid...sampai pengsan. i don't know now la whether aku ader allergy with the sting or not sebab masa tu aku lagi kecik. Jadi sampai sekarang, aku tak boleh tengok lebah (dan sewaktu dengannya). Kalau tak, aku akan jadi cam orang gila...sweating like hell, panic, meracau, menangis, and screaming. Rasa nak lari sambil teriak-teriak!! And i believe that bees tu pun memang ada dendam kat aku...macam...dia boleh sense aku... D: Dah beberapa kali dah aku kena kejar lebah ni...once, time aku balik kuliah dengan kawan2 aku...ada sekor bee ni ikut belakang aku, aku berlari dier kejar...aku terus masuk kereta cepat2 and tutup pintu. And...BAM! Lebah tu langgar cermin pintu kereta tempat aku duduk... ;___; Kawan2 aku pun boleh jadi saksi...tapi diorang tak kena kacau pun! *rasa nak nangis polah post tok*

• Fear of maggots, worms that look like maggots, caterpillars.

Ha! Everytime i saw one, aku nak muntah. Tapi, aku tak takut with cacing tanah or other cacing yang panjang... Sebab aku sangat takut dengan maggots, sampai aku pernah termimpi aku kat satu tempat ni penuh dengan maggots...sampai hujan maggots! Atas kepala penuh dengan maggots. Dengan bau busuknya...*rasa nak muntah lagi*. Dalam mimpi pun aku menangis-nangis mintak tolong...bukak je mata, memang terasa air mata mengalir...tak boleh...memang tak boleh...Huu... ;_;

Sebab tu aku benci lalat. Tapi tak takut lalat. Geli je.

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Actually banyak lagi yang aku takut...but tahap minimal kot...lebih ke feelings of insecurities & feeling of embarrassment.

Jadi, apakah FEAR korang?

Sila rujuk sini: http://phobialist.com/

Kenak kandang!!

Padan muka ngan sidak tok!

Sapa nyuroh berolah gilak!

Doa Nabi Yunus dalam perut ikan paus.

Just want to share...i'm not pious, tapi benda yang baik, tak salah untuk dikongsi. ^^

Dulu masa aku kecik-kecik, bapak aku selalu ajar doa ni kat aku & adik.
Katanya, kalau dalam kesusahan tak kira apa pun, bacalah doa ni.

لا إِلهَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ سُبْحانَكَ إِنّى‏ كُنْتُ مِنَ الظَّالِمينَ

Romaji:

La ilaha illa anta. Subhanaka inni kuntu minaz zolimin.


Maksudnya:

"Tidak ada Tuhan yang sebenarnya disembah melainkan engkau, ya Allah. Maha Suci engkau, sesungguhnya aku adalah dari orang yang membuat zalim." (Credits)

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Inilah doa yang sering aku baca dan amalkan...tak kisahlah tengah sempit duit ke, tengah sedih ke, tengah traffic jam ke, serius aku cakap, doa ni sangat mujarab. Takde la sampai duit datang bergolek, but there's some way given by Allah to meringankan kesusahan kita tu. Yang paling penting, kita percaya yang Tuhan sentiasa tolong kita dan banyakkan usaha. :)

Kalau ikut pengalaman aku, contohnya kalau guna masa nak lalu roundabout masa banyak kereta laju dari sebelah kanan jalan , MasyaAllah! Boleh lengang jalan! Macam magic! *_* Alhamdulillah~~

Tapi jangan korang bermegah-megah pulak...gerenti tak jadi punya. :P Kena doa & mintak pertolongan betul-betul, penuh kusyuk. InsyaAllah, akan diringankan segala kesusahan tu...

For more readings & kebaikkan doa ini, pegi sini...tapi dalam bahasa Indonesia. :)