Thursday, October 10, 2013

Happy 3rd Anniversary to me!

Pejam celik pejam celik, tak sangka dah 3 tahun usia perkahwinan aku dan Encik Hasben.
Alhamdulillah... :)

So far I still didn't get any thoughtful wish from him yet, apatah lagik any hugs or kisses. :/
I even wonder if he remember the date or not. Ya Allah... punyalah gila senang tarikh 10/10... Mehhh... not expecting anything, but just hoping for something good! Teehehehe! *sudah terang lagikan bersuluh*

p/s: Salam takziah to my childhood bestfriend, Nadia and her family atas kehilangan anakanda mereka, Putera Ryfael Shah semalam. Mohon sedekah Yassin dan Al-Fatihah kepada si kecil ini...

Thursday, August 1, 2013

23rd Ramadan~

Assalammualaikum! I hope it is not too late to wish everyone Happy Ramadan!
Tinggal seminggu je lagi nak raya... hehehe...

Bin Talib punya Ramadan wish. Ala... I made this one, apa salahnye pinjam... Hehe!

Alhamdulillah, bulan Ramadan ni, takde mengidam apa2... but Incik Hasben sangat suka minum air tebu and mengidam nasi biryani... Just that, sebelum bulan puasa lagi I wish to eat sushi and salmon! Ini bukan mengidam... but all time favourite food! But... tak tau lagi ada rezeki nak makan ke tak... 

Bulan ni sangaaatttt sengkek... dugaan bulan puasa kot... sahur kitorang just makan cornflakes or honey stars (why honey stars sekarang tak manis?? sangat kecewa! D:), biskut and kurma... Tapi, Alhamdulillah... takde preparation last minute kot... sebab semua dah beli before puasa. Tu yg purse rasa sengkek... hahaha!

Maybe boleh pakai baju cosplay yg jenis dress tu... hehehe! Hambik kau~ tahun ni byk spend on cosplay sebab last year tak cosplay terus... Ngerenyam rasa ati. Tahun ni InsyaAllah, a week after raya, we'll join Kyanime 2013... macam biasa... our group, The Dolly Carnet akan bukak booth for Dolls Gallery and ada workshop with contest both for adults and kids. ^^ For more info, sila pegi ke link The Dolly Carnet or Dollygasmic!.

Cakap pasal persiapan raya... I tried making my last year punya cookies. Saya budak baru belajar~ hehehe! Last year tak sangka ada orang yg minat. Self-made recipe yg dicampur aduk dari website. Hahaha! But tahun ni, my oven tak dapat nak cater heavy duty jobs... so... ada yg okay, ada yg hangus, and ada yg tak masak. D: Wooo... sedih... Kena tunggu balik Kuching, baru boleh make another batch...



Thursday, June 6, 2013

Just a little DIY - Coin Jar

Since I have lots of empty jars in the kitchen, let us re-use them into something useful! I'm using it to put coin changes.
You can use any type of jars. Mine was from Australian Honey and the label was pretty easy to remove. 



Wipe the glass surface clean. Get ready your colouring materials. You can use acrylic paint or markers. I'm using Sharpie brand for that.

And go on! Paint/scribble anything you like. :)


Back side - some dots and flowers

Front - Wordings

With coins

Have fun! ^_^

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

The Ribbonified - Iela & K.

Waahhh!!! Sungguh happy bila terjumpa invitation ni!
No wonder my sister kept on asking for my home address in Sibu. Teeheehee!!!

Bilem jadi model.

Such a beautiful invitation card~!
That's why bila boleh design card sendiri, rasa lebih puas hati! ♥
Now tinggal 10 hari je countdown to Iela's wedding...
Prep up, jangan stress, have fun! ♥ And congratulations!!!

P/S: Updated my other blog: Dollygasmic!

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Judgmental

Benda tok happened in last few days... that day, memang rasa mok share but bila pikey balit, sik jadi sebab gik tengah emosi. Sekarang dah calm down and rasanya dah boleh share...

What do you think of being judgmental?

Masa ya, Encik Suami and aku pegi dinner... that place nang banyak pusak strays, so aku nang slalu pack cat kibbles dalam kereta. So senang lah skali makan, skali merik ngan pusak2 and asuk.

When we were seated, adalah certain amu/nenek tok tgh berjual rah meja sebelah. Amu ya berjual jambu aek. Laki ku terus nangga aku... sebab dolok kesahnya camtok (inception crita dalam crita lok), rah kedei yang sama, amu yang sama datang ngagak meja mek org, jual paku pakis... Bukan sayor midin or pucuk paku... tapi paku pakis yang dah itam2 layuk nak diputit lam parit... Laki ku time ya padah sik maok, madah sik makan... But aku tek sik kempang ati... Amu ya jual rega RM2... pasya nya tek madah, "Tolong amu...mau kasi anak susu...".

O tedah rasa ati ku even though rasa pelek sebab umo amu ya dah tua macam nenek-nenek, tapi madah nak meli susu anak... Sik hal kataku pun... kali menar nya ada ngibun cucu nya kah... rupa dirik amu ya pun kusut masai jak... Berik jak aku RM2 tek... Kesian bah... Judgmental sik aku?

Ku anok laki ku time ya... "Kenak ktk polah nenek ya gia... sian ngan nya... RM2 jak bah..." :(
Terus laki ku padah, "Kmk ada reason..." Diam jak terus kmk duak... sik hal lah... janji ati ikhlas nak merik.

Ok, back to recent story...
Amu ya tek berjaya jual jambu ya kat meja sebelah... RM5 sebungkus but condition...umm sik pandey ku nak madah... terkejut juak aku time ya... kenak amu tok sanggup jual benda yang sik kacak ngan orang dengan harga mahal gilak... Mun nak tutup sales pun, barang dah sik fresh, beriklah harga murah sikit... sebab mcm sik worthy jak RM5 dengan jambu condition kedak ya...

Amu ya terus continue ngan table mek org... tagline sama dipakey nya... "Tolong amu... Mau beli susu anak...". As usual, laki ku madah sik maok dengan tegas,."Sorry, saya sik maok... sekda orang makan... ". Terus amu ya mujok aku gik... aku pun jawab, "Sorry lah amu... bukan sik maok beli... Saya sik boleh makan jambu gilak... angin... kelak membazir." Terus amu tek madah, "Oh... tidak boleh makan..." and pegi ngagak table lain. Ok, Alhamdulillah... amu ya faham.

Tengah mek duak nunggu org datang ambik order, dalam time blur-blur ya, tetiba telinga ku macam terbukak luas... sebab org meja sebelah ya tek klaka mcm nyerin2... mula2 sik ambik kisah, but bila ayat sigek tok mala di ulang-ulang, terus aku pasang telinga benar2 utk memastikan lagik.

"Ingat tau adik?? Jangan SOMBONG macam tu!! *inserts ayat nasihat tapi berbunyi sarcasm and nyerin oleh makcik customer madah ngan anak nya*. Anak nya tek noleh berkali-kali rah meja kmk duak (meja mek duak plg hujung and selepas mek org adalah stall yg gelap xda papa) madah nya sik faham apa dikerepak mak nya.

"Tak elok kalau kita buat orang macam tu! Jangan buat muka sombong!" katanya lagik sambil jungonya nunjok mek org...

Aiiihhhh... nyirap rasa darah ku nait ke palak. Rasa nak timbol urat dahi tepi telinga. Rasa cam nak ku tenong ku muka makcik ya menar2... Aku sik paham camne perasaannya nangga mek orang tok tek sombong. Terus ku madah ngan laki ku, "Orang ya nganok kita sombong kah?" pakey nanyak kepastian. "Ne tauk nya..." kata laki ku... "Iboh layan org kedak ya... nya sik faham apa niat kita..."

Ngerepak juak aku tek sbb aku sik paham org perange mcm ya... nak nasihat anak, niat bagus tapi bila dah nyerin2 camya macam niat nak memalukan orang, ya dah sik bagus... Lagikpun, aku ngan laki ku klaka ngan amu ya bagus2... siap klaka manjak gik ada aku madah ngan amu ya aku xpat makan tegal angin... sekda pun menghalau, mencari-cerca nyumpah seranah nikam barang kah apa.

Pasya, ada pusak ngagak kaki makcik ya... pusak siam pregnant... kiuuutttt na mukanya... Terus makcik ya tek molah bunyi kiut juak macam berkelaka ngan pusak ya... Berik nya makan... Pandey sejok juak ati ku tek... Rasa cam berfikir balit... Kali nang niatnya bagus... yalah... baginya RM5 ya sikit... mungkin nya berada and sik rasa membebankan mun sapa2 mok sedekah. Ok fine...

Dalam masa nunggu food sampey tek, ku berik juak pusak-pusak makan keropok... Pasya aku nengar makcik ya tek mcm nerais, "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Taknak la!! Geliiii!! EEEE!!!" sambil ngentak2 kaki sambil nangga dibah. Duhal tek ada pusak laki kurus mintak makanan ngan nya...

Terus ku beristirghfar... Astargfirullahal'azim.... ya baruk pengempang ompuan ya... pusak kacak dipuji-puji, diberik makan... pusak sakit dihalau kedak ya??? *Start datang emo time type tok* Terus ku angkat dari kerusi pegi nunggah pusak ya.... O lah kaseh nya... nya selesema terok... beringus jak nya... terus ku teringat ngan pusak ku yg sampey kinek tok lom jumpa...Si Kuning.... :( Jaik ati ku... rasa nak nangis... Si Kuning ya ada problem sinus juak... berik ku keropok ngan pusak laki ya tek... Kaler nya putih with telinga & kakinya ada kaler kuning cair.... Tapi nya sik pandey makan which aku rasa idong nya blocked sik dpt hidu food... :(

Masa makan dinner ya... aku sambong gik ngerepak sorang dirik... Aku pikey ko tek angelic gilak... paduhal apa jak beza kau? Mulia gilak kah kau mun sik sombong ngan manusia miskin tapi berik malu orang, judgmental ngan orang and sombong ngan haiwan Allah? Yarabbi... aku rasa sedeh gilak2... Nya nak nganok kmk duak sikhal... tp jangan molah pusak ya macam sampah.

Tiba-tiba, aku ternampak amu tadik... dengan sorang lelaki mudak sikit darinya which aku rasa ya anaknya, masok lam kereta sedan kaler hitam yang lebih anggun bergaya daripada kereta kmk duak yg dah tertanggal sia sitok. Terus ku padah ngan laki ku... "Tangga ktk ya... " Terngangak juak lakiku... lalu senyum... Then nya madah, "Ktk tauk sik apa reason kmk knk kmk slalu sik mok beli barang ngan nya? First, sebab nya slalu makey alasan 'Tolong amu... mau kasi anak susu'. Mun kita ikhlas nak berjual ngan org pakey carik rezeki, kenak mesti jual barang yg dah sik bagus... Semua kita ada tanggungan... don't create a situation macam kita jadi mangsa. Second... kmk nemu nya beli nombor ekor..."

Erk... hmm...bagi aku, sik kesahlah nya nak beli nombor ekor... sbb ya culture sidaknya... but laki ku paling sik suka org beli nombor ekor sbb baginya, nasib sik dapat ditukar selagik kt pun sik ngubah dengan berusaha. Okai... ._. Ku toleh rah makcik ya tek... nya mula2 sik perasan, tapi camne kah nya tertoleh rah amu ya juak lalu muka nya terkejut and terus terdiam... Ku perati jak mimik mukanya merati amu ya dari masok kereta sampey kereta ya berjalan. Nang terussss nya diammm...

Honestly speaking, aku puas hati. Serius, Alhamdulillah... aku sik perlu gik nak ngerepak. Allah maha adil... Mun makcik ya sik rasa tertampar dengan situation ya, sik tauklah gik... Don't be judgmental.  

Akhir cerita, tanggalah video tok yg dipost oleh Zati lam fesbuk.



Monday, March 4, 2013

YAY~!!!

Baiklah...setelah meroyan duak tiga empat hari tok tek, akhirnya my new blog dedicated to my dolls dah siap! Well...sort of...still in the middle of making entries and such...

*drumrolls*

DOLLYGASMIC!


Haa~~ apa gik... visit la! XD
Kepak woooo~~

Tok sister site nya... The Dolly Carnet
TDC tok more to official site where ada 4 org admin (2 org tukang update), and Dollygasmic! tok just my personal hobby blog... 

Ok, saya nak pegi masak dinner lok... Babai!!!

Friday, March 1, 2013

Blogspot XML function yg paloi. *emo*

Dah masok 3 hari aku 'ngelepar' carik blogspot pun template. First day hari ya, dah nemu yg sesuai, siap dah potoshop engkah nama blog baru, edit basecode segala...tup tup...time bila nak upload lam blogspot, tetiba dah sekda function 'Revert to Old Interface'. Ohhh...panic! Ok, sik hal...coba jak makey function baru tek nak... coba 'Edit HTML'.... aih...banyak XML error padahnya... yalah...of course, aku kan pakey HTML. Ok, fine... aku ator ekot HTML/XML -friendly. Gaaahhhhhhhhh!!! Masih juak xpat...

Then, aku carik validator... ku pakey banyak, but this one (http://www.xmlvalidation.com) much better sebab nya terus madah rah line ne & siney yang perlu attention. Validator yg lain cuma madah 'Line so and so' jak... susah ku nak ngitong nya dlm keadaan yg panic ya.

Pasya, ku cuba using function 'Restore/Backup' and upload file yg aku dah change to .xml. Punnnn xpat... Haihhh... semua dah ku tanyak...Mervin lah, Zaty lah...Bg Derio lah...
Baiklah, aok eh...lupak...this time, basecode aku ya, aku buang semua javascript, tweak sikit2...pasya...YAY!!! Validator madah code aku tek dah syntax error free!!! Aih sukkk...

Tapiiiii... bila nak upload... masih juak nya madah problem. Mun using upload function tek, nya madah kedak tok: "We were unable to save your template.
Your template could not be parsed as it is not well-formed. Please make sure all XML elements are closed properly. XML error message:
Content is not allowed in prolog."

Mun makey function Edit HTML, nya madah tok: "There should be one and only one skin in the template, and we found: 0"
So...time tengah google for solution, jumpa blog sorang gadis (chewah gadis) tok...NurulAtiqah. Nya mcm terer jak part template blog tok... byk peminat gik ya... Kiut2 jak blognya... So, ku antar msg lam facebook jak lah, dgn harapan nya dpt nolong aku tek... So far... lom ada reply gik. ._.

Nya gik beliang kali nak? Tetiba ada seorang makcik mintak tolong. .__.
Harap2 la dapat carik solution dengan cepat... Sik sabar nak mok upload pasal hobby...

Thursday, February 28, 2013

XML problem

AAAHHH!! Membencikan!!!

The new blogspot sucks. The new template did not work in the new UI anymore.
O tedah aku beria-ia jak ngedit xml tek...terkial2 jak ngator coding mala jak nya detect salah... maka jak dah siap betul ada ending and stuff. Duhal tek nang blogspot polah hal... Bodo...

Ada sapa2 boleh tolong kah?

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Back to Sibu!

Wooo! I'm back in Sibu!
Alhamdulillah, dapat jugak buat apa yg aku nak buat (ayat apakah ini?) all these while...

Pejam mata je lah, spent duit buat facial on last Monday. Sebab dah macam kebun ternak jerawat dah muka ni x pernah continue buat facial since my last surgery. Lagipun, aku terkena allergy while in Kuching. Sekarang dah about 3 months aku x consume any allergy medication or even panadol to tahan sakit senggugut. Alhamdulillah...kuatkan usaha & cari duit utk beli more cuka kurma & cuka delima. Hehehe!

On last Saturday, nak bawak Baby pegi 'jogging'. At least ada jugak Baby makan angin jalan2 & aku boleh keluarkan peluh while tolak wheelchair tu... But...aishhh...bebudak sekarang...melayan game je!
Takpe... tapi...kinda frustrated sbb dah beria-ia sangat nak bawak Baby. :/ Tu kisah kecewa lah...but good news is... aku dah boleh buat walking session selama sejam tanpa henti! XD Oh happy nya!!! Dulu kalau 2 round je dah 'peng'! XD

Then, lepas jogging, straight pegi jumpa with Ann & Bang Rizal & little Zuqni... biasala... kalau x jumpa, memang x sah. Tried jugak Fried Banana Cheese kat Kuching Station. I think kalau tambah lebih susu & cheese, lagi sedap kot... After that, melangsaikan hutang 'ketam' kat Ann... Hahaha! Dulu, semasa Ann pregnant and mengidam ketam, encik hasben x sempat nak belikan. Sampai sekarang jadi joke within our friends sebab Zuqni ada tanda lahir/ bana and Ann berseloroh cakap tu la penangan sbb ketam x dapat... Baru ku tau belief orang lama-lama... hehehe! Jadi, kitorang pun pegi kat TopSpot sebab D11 tutup for Chap Goh Meh.

While tunggu lift, terserempak pulak with pelakon Nabila Huda. Kulit tanned dia cantik, and skin flawless! Ohhhh! Aku suka perempuan kulit tanned! Wahahaha! Aku shy pulak nak say Hi. Terlupa pulak ada Berita Harian punya event on the next day at Spring. No wonder... Punyalah ramai orang nak makan seafood, so kitorang naik tangga je lah...sambung jogging. :P Nabila and her friend(s) pun ikut skali.

That time, suami-suami yg order kan food, while isteri-isteri tunggu kat table. But bila food sampai...alahai... frusttttt!! Encik hasben x reti nak pilih menu! Dia pi order Sweet & Sour Crab! *datang mohar* Wuuuuu terlepas Chilli Crabbbbbb!!!! The dried butter prawn was nice, and the tomyam is quite good too. Sorry, lupa ambik gambar. :P That night, terus ada gatal2 at the corner of my eyes.

On Sunday, aku terus kena flu...hidung bocor and non-stop sneezing. Aaaahhh!! Dah sah memang kena allergic! Punya la seksa... nasib baik Teddy cakap dia tak boleh join our doll-talk at Gifts & Cards shop at The Spring... so aku gerak quite late around 4...

Sampai je kat area The Spring, waaahhhh!!! Ramainya manusia! Terpaksa parking kat seberang... That time, with that flu, boleh jugak termuntah-muntah... angin dah masuk... T___T Sampai je kat Gifts & Cards, ala...kesian Vela tunggu... Sorry cik Vela! Saya tak sihat!

Took out my dolls, and biar Vela examine... my doll, Alexei Yonghwa ada prob with the shoulder... the shoulder loose and asyik jatuh je...lupa pulak nak mintak pics from Vela... masa tu sibuk cari washroom. And YAYYYY!!! Shoulder problem dah fixed! XD Thank you Vela!!!

Then, kitorang apa lagi...buat mini photoshoot with the shop's items. Hehehe!
But aku...agak susah sikit nak gerak sbb my nose punyalah sakit... hingus meleleh je... tak boleh blah bila part hingus meleleh byk2 atas baju...eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Memalukannn!!!! T________T
Later that night, aku menapau salmon sashimi yang diidam-idamkan... sebab salmon sushi dah out of stock... And the manager informed me yang Sushi King akan dibuka in Sibu around July! Yaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! XD Finally!!!!

But...tak tahu jugak la... Encik Hasben kata...ada ura-ura office staff akan kena shift to other regions. Harap2, hasben dapat transfer balik ke Kuching, or tak pun, di Sibu je pun boleh (ini my thoughts lah.). Rasa sayang nak pindah. :( I love my house...

Okaylah...rasanya 'harus' stop kat sini. :P
Dah panjang berjela...and aku nak makan... Malam ni dinner sorang-sorang. Encik hasben terlupa dia ada dinner seafood with his boss. Ohh bosss!! Sila tapau Chili Crab pleeeeaaassseee!!!

Friday, February 22, 2013

The conclusion so far...

Assalammualaikum~

Tergerak pulak hati nak berblog pagi ni... Well, actually lama dah nak buat entry but kadang2 bila dah banyak idea, tetiba jadi malas. Macam mana tu? -_-zzz
And banyaaakkk cantek aku...hari ni actually sangat busy nak packing baju sebab nak balik Kuching for the weekend, but masa ni jugak aku nak berblogging.

Baiklah, kepada pembukaan entry pertama dalam tahun 2013 ni, just some updates:

1) Adopt kucing from Kpg Nangka yang sangat bising and nakal.


Gangsta Bilem: I'm the Black Ferrari, or Black Jaguar, or Black Ducati, whatever you want to call me.

2) So far dah ada 2 Pullip, 2 Taeyang, 1 Byul, and 2 Monster High dolls in my collection. Still craving for Isul and Dal dolls, and more Monster High... *___*

Yong Hwa: "Hey Sexy!"
My latest doll, Alexei YongHwa (Russian Korean mixed, chewah...hahahaha!!)

3) Masuk Monster High Fashion Design & Monster High Makeover contests organized by YourShoppingKaki.blogspot.com and Mattel, and won a Monster High doll for the design contest! Yayyyy!!!! XD The prize belum sampai lagi...

Rockabilly Operetta~ <3 div="">

4) Masuk lagi another contest for MH...Wahahaha! Suka join for fun because I love Monster High! *_*
Link kat sini! Your Shopping Kaki's FB.

5) Aku masih belum ada baby lagi...Wuuu... But Alhamdulillah... aku dah tak rasa macam nak marah2 lagi bila orang asyik bertanya dah ada baby ke belum. Rezeki ketentuan Allah... :) Right now, aku just berusaha mengamalkan makanan sunnah Rasulullah macam Cuka Kurma, Cuka Delima, dan Habbatus Sauda... 

6) Husband ku bukak bisnes kecik...jual specialty items macam yg aku makan kat atas tadi... at Bin Talib Specialty Store.
Date Vinegar, Pomegranate Vinegar, Apple Vinegar, Ithmid, Honey, etc...semua from middle east, europe, and InsyaAllah, more to come. Nama Bin Talib tu pun di derive untuk memperingati my husband's punya ancestors' family name from Hadramaut, Yemen. So, sapa2 yg free and being curious tu, pegi la visit FB site. :)

7) Aku actually terfikir nak bukak another blog just for hobby. Macam...takut menyemak je dlm My Wedding Missions. Ntahlah... personal blog pun dah sekian malasnya nak update...apatah lagi nak keep up another one? Actually aku ada bukak The Dolly Carnet for dolls related stuff...but since now TDC dah jadi banyak member active hanya dalam FB, aku rasa TDC blog maybe suitable utk put up notices, newspaper articles, & gathering entries yang lebih macam...rasmi? Tak boleh nak membebel sangat macam personal blog...if you know what i mean... ._. So what do you think?


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I think so far...tu je la kot?
Maybe ada lagi, but warrrgghhh!!! Dah nak pukul 11 pagi! I need to kemas barang now... 
Baiiii!!!! Wahahaha!!

Monday, November 5, 2012

Sorry!

Pic Credit to Google & http://crayfisher.wordpress.com


Sorry...I've been MIA for a few months.
Had to blame Twitter for my laziness to update the blog. Hehe!

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Cosplay Progress For Kyanime 2012

1.Crown- 80%
Tasks:
(x) Base
( ) Pendants x4

2. Bolero - 20%
Tasks:
(x) Base
( ) Puff sleeves x2
( ) Long sleeve with lace

3. Dress - 85%
Tasks:
(x) Neckline with lace
(x) Bottom with lace
( ) Straps shoulder & neck

4. Petticoat - 100%

5. Outer skirt - 0%

6. Armors
Tasks:
( ) Waist armor - 60%
( ) Hand armor Right side - 70%
( ) Hand armor Left side - 0%

7. Choker - 80%
Tasks:
(x) Base
( ) Pendant x1

8. Sword - 5%
Tasks:
(x) Base
( ) Holder
( ) 'Metal'
( ) Gold coloured Spray

8. Accessories
Tasks:
(x) Belt - 100%
( ) Bolero straps x2
( ) Straps holder x4
(x) Glove - 100%
( ) Big chain - 40% Haven't coloured & sewn on.
(x) Small chain - 100%
( ) Thigh high stockings - ordered. Sew: 0%
( ) Contact lens - ordered
( ) Black wig - seller mia. @_@
(x) Shoes



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Oh noes!! Less than 3 days left! *faints* Updates: 6th June.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

The nervous-time is back! ACG Kyanime 2012!!!

Assalammualaikum and Ohayo!

Recently I have been busy making my cosplay costume and props. Can't really say i managed to get through even 30% of it, because, i never made any huge weapon prop before. @_@
And another big tasks are making a bolero and armor... *faints* I still haven't buy the accessories to make the things done. Went to Kenyalang last 2 weeks but unfortunately the shop didn't open. ;_;
And all of the process are using hand sewing method! *dies*

And for those of you who wondered why am I panicking...it's because...it's just only a week before Kyanime 2012! *nervous*

8th to 10th June!!


This year, I won't be cosplaying for 3 days though...only one day. Either on Saturday or Sunday.
For the rest of the days, I'll be dressing up in Lolita attires. :)

This is because...my friends and I are opening a booth for our project blog, The Dolly Carnet!
We are going to display our dolls and Lolita fashion, as well as some TDCs' handmade merchandise for sale. ^^ We even have a homemade manga/comic. Go buy, onegaishimasu!! XD

Very nervous! I even wonder what our booth will turn out like. Haha! XD
It's kinda hard to prepare since all of us are far away and separated by busy life.
I'm just hoping that it will turn out cute like this:


Picture credit: Angelic Pretty and Google


Uuuuuu.... How I wish!!! 
Maybe not now due to our budget constraint. But one fine day! *prays*
Just as long as we get to educate the public about Doll collecting hobby and Lolita Fashion. ^_^

Anyway, pray and curse all the best for us and everyone in Kyanime 2012!
Do visit The Dolly Carnet for more info about our doll collecting hobby and the booth information. :)

Hope to see everyone at our booth and Kyanime at the Hills soon! ^o^
Don't forget to introduce yourself! XD

Monday, May 28, 2012

Umm...hello?

Assalammualaikum!

Hisashiburi da ne~! ^^

Semenjak bertwitter ni...ku telah melupakan blog...Huhuhu...*pats pats blog*
Semua perasaan suka, bencik, meluat dah diluahkan dalam Twitter.
Adakah itu suatu perkara yang baik, wahai Bloggers and readers sekalian? :X

Anyway, Congratulations to my friend Nieza on her 2nd child, a prince name "Darwisy Attirmidzi"!!! Handsome sangat baby boy ni...Jomlah visit Mama Nieza kat sini!

Well, selepas my surgery, dalam beberapa bulan, aku ikut En. Hasben ke Sibu...kesian dia asyik tanya bila aku dah ready untuk 'travelling'. Nenek aku bagi nasihat keras untuk jangan berRoad Trip sebab taknak apa-apa kat dalam perut tu shaking. So aku pun naik flight.

But dah beberapa kali jugaklah after that kami berdua balik Kuching guna road trip. Nenek aku hanya dapat geleng kepala. Yelah...kalau tak balik, rindu pulak. Kalau balik guna flight, alahai mana la mampu untuk dua orang kalau dah selalu.

Actually...memang sangat sakit kalau roadtrip after surgery...Dalam sehari dua memang takde apa-apa effects...but dalam beberapa hari after that or a week, SubhanAllah...sakitttt sangat!
Pernah sekali, dalam masa beberapa hari menahan sakit, then one day pukul 12:30 pagi, time tengah tido, tiba-tiba boleh terjaga sebab sakit masuk dalam mimpi... Terus kejutkan hasben and mintak dia hantar ke Hospital Sibu Emergency.

Tapi membencikan...doc memang tak dapat kesan apa-apa... buang masa kat situ sampai pukul 5 pagi...masih dalam keadaan menahan sakit. But bersyukur sebab bukan mengandung luar rahim...

After that, aku pergi jumpa Dr. Henry Toh lagi...kali ni dia check bebetul...and dia cakap, masih ada cyst yang tinggal, sama mcm apa yg dia scanned dulu. Ha! Aku dah agak dah...mesti docs kat GH dulu panic sebab terruptured cyst aku yang besar tu sampai tak bothered utk check di tempat lain. Aku memang recommend Dr. Toh...dia check gila-gila kow-kow! Puas hati.

Haishhh... headdesk sungguh la...
Amacam? So far, aku and hasben tak buat apa-apa... Hasben pun macam dah putus asa.
Nak ambik IVF mahal wo... bertuah sungguh anak itu...RM25k. Hehe.
Takpelah...takde rezeki lagi... doakan lah...kot-kot ada miracle. InsyaAllah... :)




Monday, February 6, 2012

Tips Untuk Selepas Laparotomy Cystectomy?

Assalammualaikum...

Dah beberapa hari aku dah keluar wad, asyik duduk kat rumah je. Alahai...teruk jugak aku kena pantang makan.

First week aku kena makan ikan haruan fresh...masak sup & bubur nasi. Bagi aku yang peminat tegar makanan, kena strict makan is such a torture tau!

Aku actually sangat musykil pasal pantang-pantang ni... Yang aku tau, aku just kena warning jangan makan buah or sayur yang berunsur 'sejuk' macam timun. Cili, daging & telur pun tak boleh. Ikan pun sama...just certain je boleh, but itupun aku tak berani. Even oranges pun nenek aku tak bagi.

Kawan aku tanya, kenapa tak tanya doktor? Masalahnya that time (nak discharged), semua doktor kelam kabut nak balik. Patients ramai sangat nak di attend. Nurse pun sampai mengamuk nak uruskan pasal patients yang kena discharged petang tu jugak. Conclusion, aku tak tau apa yang aku boleh makan & tak boleh makan. Ubat yg doktor bagi pun cuma paracetamol & ubat angin je.

Jadi, for rawatan kat rumah, aku makan jeli gamat gold & pati haruan with american ginseng. Anything else aku tak tau...

Ada sesapa boleh share tips for after laparotomy cystectomy (dermoid) surgery? Macam pantang, pemakanan, rutin seharian, & brapa lama nak heal?

Talking about healing process now, wound aku agak painful. Nampak kemerahan sikit kat belahan tu. I wonder why. And, my period sepatutnya datang dalam 3-4 hari lepas but tak nampak pun Aunty Red tu. Tapi...rasa sakit kat ovary kiri tu rasa cam kena seluk-seluk. Pinggang and abdomen bawah pusat pun sakit macam kena senggugut.

Haish...mintak-mintak la ada any bloggers or readers yang pernah kena boleh share pengalaman or give advices.

Your comments would make me very happy! Thank you!


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Friday, January 27, 2012

My days in the hospital...

So...I was admitted on the 16th...

Went there awal pagi with encik husband...registered & terus pegi ward ginekologi tingkat 5. Kat sana i saw some other ladies yang menunggu giliran nak kena admit as well. Kena suruh tukar baju then some check ups.

Aiyooo...susah jugak sebab:

1st - husband tak boleh temankan.
2nd - tak boleh charge any electronic devices.
3rd - there's no such thing as first class ward...but aku kena charge 1st class.


Takpe...nak berubat, terima je lah... Then aku diberi bilik sama dengan semua kakak-kakak yang menunggu giliran tadi... semua kena surgery on the same date. Anyway, i like my katil...hehehe~ automatic ones. Rasa malu gak sebab katil aku je yang boleh turun naik dengan remote while others kena ubah manually.

The look of the room from my bed. Room was air-conditioned.
There were only 3 other patients beside from me (but added more later at night)


My lunch...
fried cabbage & carrot, curry gravy, and a piece of fried tofu. ;_; 

Dalam that whole day, ramai doktor yang visit and terangkan prosedur surgery, cara, termasuk komplikasi after surgery and of course borang-borang kebenaran untuk aku sign. Kena scan sekali lagi and confirmed aku ada 2 cysts; one each at right and left ovaries. And...tak boleh nak buat Laparoscopic surgery...kena jugak buat Laparotomy (sama macam C-section orang beranak) sebab dermoid cyst banyak potensi untuk pecah and meracuni bahagian-bahagian lain kalau terkena. Pastu kena cucuk jarum drip...Aku nervous gila sampai doktor bagi aku ubat tidur. Sebelum tidur, aku baca doa mintak everything will be fine. Then, bangun pagi at 5.30 am. Mandi and baru je keluar dari bilik mandi, terus nampak nurse dengan katil bergerak dah tunggu aku. Seram~~ My turn was the first one.

Masa tengah tunggu turn, doctor bagi aku pil lagi...i guess pil tido. Aku baca lagi doa...Al-Fatihah 7 kali & selawat... Then aku call my husband and dad...cakap aku dah on the way to my surgery...Pastu, aku tertidur kot? ._. Tak ingat...pastu masuk dewan bedah...Ramai doctor kat sana...then sorang meletakkan oxygen kat mulut...sempat lagi aku cakap "Kejap! Hidung saya gatal..." and garu... pastu...tak ingat terus...tertido...

Aku bukak mata bila ada orang panggil nama aku ulang-ulang kali...everything nampak white and slight green and nampak doctor lalu lalang...
Tiba-tiba aku dapat rasa kaki aku bergegar...then seluruh badan pun shivered jugak. Aku pun tanya kat diorang kenapa aku bergegar? Gigi sampai terketar-ketar. Diorang pun selimutkan aku and letak benda macam hairdryer yg panas kat dalam selimut. Kepala aku pun diorang letak selimut. Aku masih lagi terketar-ketar...aku cakap aku tak sejuk, tapi masih je shivering. Sampai nurse kat situ pun naik hairan sebab aku dengar diorang cakap, "aie...kenak patient bergegar??". Then aku tido or pengsan lagi.

Pastu...aku rasa aku kena sorong...and dengar suara yang aku suka dengar panggil "Honnie!". Aku bukak mata and nampak bayang encik suami. Aku masih mengantuk...tapi aku rasa dah tiba masa aku balik ward lagi...kena sorong atas katil tu.

Then aku ditempatkan kat bilik yang betul-betul depan stesen nurse bertugas untuk pemerhatian... takde aircon dah. :P Tandas pun kotor sikit sebab kongsi dengan ramai orang. Anyway, masa aku dah sedar, aku baru tau yang actually my operation sangaaattt lama! start pukul 6.30-7 pagi...habis pukul 1:30 petang.

My surgery result... Cyst sebelah kiri dalam 5x6cm, and sebelah kanan is actually 8x8cm. Berbuah-buah doctor cakap, one of the 'buah' is the scanned 6x6cm before. And salah satu 'buah' tu terpecah...so diorang ambik masa yang lama untuk bersihkan cyst yang spilled kat dalam abdomen aku...

Bila dah masuk ward balik, sakit sungguh nak batuk dan bersin. Nak gelak pun berpada-pada... Baring pun tak boleh...kena tido menyandar... minum air pun sakit...kena sikit-sikit guna straw. Kalau tak, boleh tersedak.
Ramai jugak nurse yang senyum and bagi dorongan sebab aku tak tersepuk atas katil je and nak jugak jalan-jalan pegi tandas sendiri...taknak bergantung with tube urine. Yang susahnya kena sorong drip and blood drainage sekali...

Cakap pasal blood drainage...sakitnya bila nak cabut menatang tu...sebab my daging dah start bercantum dengan tube as well as the stitch's benang...memang meraung jugak la aku bila nurse cuba cabut tube panjang dalam lower abdomen aku tu...xsangka benda tu panjang... ;_;

So far...i was in the hospital for 4 days. Boring jugak masa malam di hospital...Asyik-asyik terbangun pukul 1 pagi...ingatkan dah siang, tapi rupanya malam masih buta. Haha... Thank you sangat-sangat kat adik ipar aku yang temankan aku pada malam hari...Kat my mom jugak yang jaga masa siang. And husband yang jenguk-jenguk sebab risau kena halau nurse. Haha~ And thank you jugak kat family and kawan yang datang menjenguk. ^_^

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Dermoid Cysts.

Assalammualaikum...

Last year in August, i went for an ultrasound scan in one of the well-known private hospital in Kuching. Well, most of my close friends would knew that i have a very bad menstrual pain since school. At first, the specialist was kinda...made a laughing face as if i was mengada-ngadakan cerita sakit sampai mintak scan. Siap boleh tanya lagi macam-macam such as how did i know when i supposed to have my ovulation time, my period due and got something inside my lower abdomen. Like come on lah doctor~! We studied science in form 3 la...normal period cycle is usually 28 days...ovulation usually came out on 14th day...and stuff. And now there are lots of Apps in Android market to check and remind you about your important dates. Shesshh... 

Ok, then the doctor did an ultrasound scan on me...she was shocked to see that there IS a cyst on my right ovary with measurement of 6.4cm x 6cm. Then, she didn't bother to check my left side because she said, "Yang ni jelas, sebelah sana tak jelas. Jadi we have to do surgery buang yang ni."
By this time, she did some explainations, but when hati aku dah kecik disebabkan dia macam memperlekehkan aku mula-mula tadi, aku buat-buat angguk je.

Then, keesokkan hari nya aku pegi normal klinik yang ada lady doctor lagi. Nak tanya second opinion. Did another scan, but i told her about the right ovary as what i knew. Oh my~ nasib baik ada doc ni...she explained nicely and even showed me why i'm having period pain that caused by the cyst. Dier cakap, just monitor the cyst by doing scans every 3 months. If takde perubahan in size, you tak perlu surgery, but if it grows...better remove it in case of cancer.

For a few months, risau jugak aku...
But since aku habiskan masa kat Sibu, tak terjenguk jugak my appointments with private hospital tadi.

Ada jugak aku pergi rawatan urutan traditional kat Sibu...but aku jadi takut since dia suka nak urut-urut perut. Nenek aku larang urut-mengurut perut ni kot-kot rahim lari unless you're bidan yang dah fasih. Lagipun, aku tak puas hati cara dia mengurut. Makin tension kepala aku sebab dia main tonyoh-tonyoh and mulut jampi ntah apa ntah...and dia claim kalau aku selalu berubat with her, aku boleh pregnant. Aku jawab, "InsyaAllah" and dia cakap lagi, "Betul non...kakak urut boleh buat orang mengandung." Hmm...terer bebenor jugak ye akak ni?

Then, bulan October ke November? Tak ingat...aku ajak encik suami jumpa doctor specialist Henry Toh. He is a great doctor! Dier ni bukan specialist in Gynaecology, but very wise man indeed. Dier pakar jantung & physicist. He did a scan on me, and guess what...he managed to find a few other cysts in both ovaries! Then he suspected yang aku ada dermoid cyst (sila google sendiri) sebab dalam gambar scan tu, memang nampak 'solid mass' inside. Hebat la Dr. Henry!!! Aku salute! Terus dier referkan aku to kawan dier, the gynaecologist Dr. Elizabeth Ting kat area Hospital Rajang.


Scans from Dr. Henry Toh.
Above: Cysts on Right Ovary.
Below: Cyst on Left Ovary.


Hari yang sama jugak, both of us pegi klinik Dr. Ting...dier pun cakap memang perlukan surgery...and all i know that she is one of the best gynaecologist in Sarawak yang terror dalam Laparoscopic surgery. However, since she have to teropong the inside first, then baru boleh determine to take out the cyst terus or kena normal surgery because of size and etc. She planned to do the surgery dalam next few days, but aku and husband yang masih shocked mintak tangguh dulu. Then we asked to mintak GH je buatkan because of budget wise...Sorry sangat-sangat. If kitorang mampu memang nak ambik Dr. Ting. :)

Then, on December, kitorang balik Kuching to meet up with Dr. Azah...wah...dah berapa byk opinion daa...
But overall, semua suruh operate because of size. Suspected that i have Endometriosis as well...so Dr. Azah buat refer letter to SGH and dier terus buatkan appointment at Gynae clinic on 6th January. She suggested for Dr. Haris but susah jugak la nak dapat doc tu sebab he's one of the best in Laparoscopy as well.

Anyway, mostly semua doctor tak boleh nak kesan the other cyst kat sebelah kiri ovary aku. Yang nampak just sebelah kanan je. So, on 6th, dapat jugak aku buat appointment with Dr. Haris. After tanya some soalan...dier terus tetapkan surgery on 17th January. Terkesima jugak la aku & husband. Sebab tak sangka dapat cepat macam tu. Nasib aku dapat awal sebab kes serius and ada orang cancel kan surgery that time. But i'm kinda sad jugak...sebab aku tak boleh nak kerja masa CNY...which is my yearly income... :(

But takpe...duit boleh dicari...kesihatan comes first, right?
InsyaAllah...ni usaha kami suami isteri untuk mendapatkan anak...yelah...Cysts tu dua-dua block ovum untuk keluar ke fallopian tube. So doakan semoga takde lagi masalah lain...

See you in next post. :)


Saturday, December 17, 2011

Thepoplook.com ~ You're making my heart melt!

 Assalammualaikum and Good day minna-san~!

After married, I've been eating 'regularly' till I gotten a bit... chubby. LOL. Therefore, I'm very particular in my outfit nowadays. I still can fit my old baby tee but they've been kinda snug-ish to me. I don't feel comfortable. :(

So then, I always look up for baggy but flamboyant and timeless piece of clothing (to hide that extra tyres). Hehehe! Therefore, one of my fave style would be Maxi dress!

Anyway, I've been lurking around this website Thepoplook.com for quite a while. Indeed such a heart melt! *drools* The gorgeous styles, fine materials, and the postage is free for anywhere in Malaysia! *___*
But...right now I can't spend anything yet since I'm jobless and need to keep my savings for my surgery, so I just share the goodness from ThePoplook.com . ^_^

My fave 'berangan' coordinate would be:

Polka Chiffon Maxi Dress
Green                                                   Light Pink


Either Green or Pink. Both are darlings! I love the green one, but the pink dress is super sweet!! 
Ya know~ tetiba teringin to dress up something girlish and manja on a date with husband.  
Oh my...feel so malu to say that, because I never dolled up myself for him except for jeans and shirt (and for Lolita gathering). I know he doesn't mind, but somehow I wish I can one day. :)


Bo Peep Cropped Top

Then for the outer layer, I love this white cropped top by MinkPink! The layers and scallops are adorable! It even have cute eyelets details at the hem. *kyaa!!* It is currently sold out on the website, but I hope ThePoplook will restock this design soon. ^^ 



And if you like something not see-through and longer, just pair up the chiffon maxi dress with white, nude or beige coloured cardigan. Or be bold with black blazer! :) 



Block Party Headband


Well, you can't leave your hair without this beauty! Simple yet feminine... *o* As I adore the accessories from Sereni & Shentel, ThePoplook also carry them in the website! This headband would perfectly match the Pink Chiffon Maxi dress and the white cropped top coordinate, don't you think? ^_^ Gotta find something with nude, beige or black if you're using those colours as the outer layer or accessories!


Ahhh~~~ I can only dream~~ *___*
Maybe I can achieve my dream one day. Teehee! :D

Friday, December 16, 2011

Ducati Multistrada Borneo Experience - Day 4

28th November 2011.

That early morning not remembering that it was a holiday, I woke up to get ready my husband's work things. Luckily he asked, "What are you doing? Ironing my shirt on a holiday? o_O"

So yay!! We got the chance to see the flag-off session of the Ducati Multistrada Convoy! XD

Since it was a holiday, there were lots of parking space available. *winks*

On to the pictures!


At RH Hotel entrance.


A quick briefing session.


Spotted Chloe!


Pretty lady, representatives from SHELL and Dato'.


Doa and prayer for safety in the journey.


This Abang Macho from Kuching striked a pose. :D


His bike and helmet is so colourful and artistic!


I'll probably inside this van if I were joining the adventure. :P


And I managed to get the video of the flag-off too!
But they were shaky, so forgive me...I ain't no professional videographer. Only using mobile phone. ^^;;



Part 1 - The Preparation


Part 2 - The flag-off by YBhg. Dato' Tiong Thai King. 



Inside the videos, you can see Chloe and Nigel. Hehe. XD

That was a fun experience for me even though I didn't get to join the convoy. Hopefully we can get to see more Ducati events soon! ^_^

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Ducati Multistrada Borneo Experience - Day 3

It was on 27th November, and I was getting ready early to see the Convoy in action in Sibu! :D
Was told to meet up at Rafi Cafe at 8pm according to the itenary sent in my email, but I was there since 7.30pm. But there were nobody there. My husband only dropped me there and himself went to the PC Fair. *cicadas sound* Then I contacted Chloe & Sherrie as I was very "blur" about the situation. Then Chloe said to meet up in RH Hotel instead. So i guess the dinner location was changed to RH Hotel. i quickly called my husband to pick me up, and luckily there were NOTHING to see at the PC Fair Sibu so he can pick me up quickly. :P

Upon our arrival at RH Hotel, ahhhh!!! There were no more parking! Cars parked everywhere (See? Sarawak people are rich. LOL) including the illegal parking. Mr Husband, assuming that we will be attending the dinner quickly, has decided to park illegally. **DO NOT DO THIS. THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES AFTERWARD. PLEASE READ UNTIL FINISH**


Finally my husband and I met Chloe at the lobby. She's a very bubbly person. XD
Then, we went up to Level 3 for the dinner session. And on to the pics!



A sign at the elevator.


The front hall.


The hall was located at the pool side. :)




Fresh flowers! *_*


My food. Yea, only took a bit cause I already had mine at home.
Thought only having teh tarik at Rafi Cafe, but yeah, changed of plans. XD



The Stage.



Participants of the 10-days Borneo adventure!


Anybody recognise them? 
"Jangan biarkan hidup anda diselubungi... misteri" Okay, I just HAD to say that. xD



They were from TV3. 
The "Misteri Nusantara" Guy was actually talking to Chloe. 
Indeed funny moments that time. :P


Cake anyone?


Thank you so much RH Hotel!
Chloe and I get to bring back these lovelies!


Teehee! We get the chance to see the bikes personally.


The 'iPad' for Ducati. xD


Encik Nazrin Khan gave a briefing about the Multistrada 1200 to Chloe.
Cool lights! *_*


This is Monsterrrr!!! Me rikey!! *________*


Mr. Husband. So chibi... :P


Ah yeah...I know...inside his heart he probably said, "DAMN! My dream bike!"


Cool lower parts.


Chloe as the runaway bride. 


Men talk.


Ducati


Cool 'clan' name. xD


The rim.


Chloe. :3


And finally...my time to get on the Multistrada. 
I just want to say my face is actually almost the same like the cartoon by this time.
Tersengih-sengih.


After that 'private session', we bid goodbye to Chloe~~ ;_; Nice to meet you dear!

And...about the illegal parking...we got a Summon fine... T_______T
First time doing illegal parking, and already kena the 'unlucky' ticket. So people, DO NOT park illegally.
RM150 flew~~~ oTL Sayangi duit anda.

Okay, next post, Day 4 - The flag off to Bintulu!


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